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I'm sorry I can't believe I'm posting this I just really have to get this out. I felt so bad at a point where I just really wanted to die, I didn't want to deal with it anymore. But then I think logically and say its going to get better.
It it has but then it comes back again. And I just wonder when it will be gone for good.
FYI: I am going to come back to blogging but I'll probably get a new what to start completely fresh.