Thursday, March 10, 2011

Truth

Do you want to know the real truth of why I've been absent AWOL for the past 3 months?
Well the answer is I'm a mess disaster. I've been hurt too many times. Whether its grades or f**king fake friends or family that just say the wrong things at the worst time. Or is it the things they do? I thought I had a freedom to say what I think. Well I guess not cause it doesn't matter. Or i dont know.
I'm sorry I can't believe I'm posting this I just really have to get this out. I felt so bad at a point where I just really wanted to die, I didn't want to deal with it anymore. But then I think logically and say its going to get better.
It it has but then it comes back again. And I just wonder when it will be gone for good.

FYI: I am going to come back to blogging but I'll probably get a new what to start completely fresh.

Shannon
Posted by Me at 8:24 PM
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  1. JennaMarch 10, 2011 at 9:44 PM

    I so know how you feel!!! I feel like I'm always messing stuff up when I'm just trying to be myself!!! Oh well, I guess that's just a part of growing up. You just have to ride it like a wave. Or as Charlie Sheen would say, "It's been a wave of media and I'm riding it on a mercury surf board," which doesn't make any sense, but Charlie Sheen never makes sense.

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  2. AriannaMarch 10, 2011 at 10:22 PM

    I'm sorry life has been cruddy Shannon. I hope everything gets better and I'm always here to listen and help if you need it.

    LLAP
    Love, Arianna

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  3. FrancescaMarch 11, 2011 at 5:04 PM

    I'm so sorry that life had been difficult. Hold on tight, darling, and don't forget that life IS worth living.

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