Truth

Do you want to know the real truth of why I've been absent AWOL for the past 3 months?
Well the answer is I'm a mess disaster. I've been hurt too many times. Whether its grades or f**king fake friends or family that just say the wrong things at the worst time. Or is it the things they do? I thought I had a freedom to say what I think. Well I guess not cause it doesn't matter. Or i dont know.
I'm sorry I can't believe I'm posting this I just really have to get this out. I felt so bad at a point where I just really wanted to die, I didn't want to deal with it anymore. But then I think logically and say its going to get better.
It it has but then it comes back again. And I just wonder when it will be gone for good.

FYI: I am going to come back to blogging but I'll probably get a new what to start completely fresh.

Shannon

Can you hear me?

Sorry I didn't post, my life has been kinda busy/complicated. I would explain but its that complicated I don't even get it. So I think I'm going to take a break for now. From this blog at least, because I'm thinking of starting a different one. I'll post the link if I do make it. I probably will, though.

I'll be back soon. I don't know when but when I do  I'll tell you. I'm sorry.

This picture explains it all.

Shannon

Now his eyes

His eyes are icy blue.
Are so soft and understanding.
You can just be so relaxed in them.
They instantly make a smile appear to your face.

He is so sweet.
He's kind and smart.
Of course he can be a little cocky.
But boys are boys.


Aww him.God I wish I could decide.


Sorry for the really boring blog posts. Hopefully I can jazz them up. Any suggestions?

hugs,
Shannon

Alicia- my spy name

Okay i am sure you have all seen the mess of  blog i have. I know I don't have a profile, a zillion posts were deleted and my 'name' was Alicia. I promise it wasn't a hacker it was me. I did this because I thought I had a sceurity scare, I thought someone who I didnt want to see this saw it. Phew I think i lost them. But im am so sad because that means i have what? maybe 12 posts and i had like 35 so now i have to work that much harder to work up to my fifty mark. Hopefully i wont cheat but i cant promise that. I also changed my blog to Where it Begins because i think it's kind of a good name for this. Don't cha think?

Image by amanda dias via Flickr

Image by Gustavo Pimenta via Flickr

Don't you think this is contagious I thought so and showed it o my ister and she stared at me then said your crazy Then i thought but a crazy with a smile.

hugs,
Shannon