Tuesday, October 11, 2011

That One Thing

Don't you just hate it when that one thing you were looking forward to is cancelled. That one thing that you were excited for. That one thing that would get you through this week and the week after that. That one thing that relieves all the stress because your so anxious.That one thing that can make you smile.Well, that has been taken from me. That one thing. Mind you, its small and I should be thankful for everything else. But I was really excited for it. And now I can't go because its cancelled at least for me. Nobody really ended up wanting to go so its off. So now I have to find a new thing to look forward to this weekend and get me through this week and through homecoming next week. Update: I still don't have a dress, but apparently a lot of people don't. So maybe something might go my was and I'll be able to borrow a beautiful and flattering dress from a friend. I'll have hope. Hope is what gets me through.

Have hope.

Monday, October 10, 2011


So I have homecoming in about 2 weeks. And I don't have a dress. And I don't know if I want to go anymore. I just dont want to feel awkward, my friends are really excited and want me to go with them. We are all going as a group, but they already have their dresses. Or have some idea on what they're going to wear. I could either go and wear my graduation dress or see if my friends have a dress my size and are willing to lend it to me or buy a dress somewhere whenever I have time. Or not go. I just don't know. But on the bright side, high school is treating me well.(knock on wood.) Or as well as i hoped. I still haven't found anyone cute. All of the cute ones aren't in my classes. :( But I'll find them soon enough. How are you guys? I miss you!

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