Truth

Do you want to know the real truth of why I've been absent AWOL for the past 3 months?
Well the answer is I'm a mess disaster. I've been hurt too many times. Whether its grades or f**king fake friends or family that just say the wrong things at the worst time. Or is it the things they do? I thought I had a freedom to say what I think. Well I guess not cause it doesn't matter. Or i dont know.
I'm sorry I can't believe I'm posting this I just really have to get this out. I felt so bad at a point where I just really wanted to die, I didn't want to deal with it anymore. But then I think logically and say its going to get better.
It it has but then it comes back again. And I just wonder when it will be gone for good.

FYI: I am going to come back to blogging but I'll probably get a new what to start completely fresh.

Shannon

I don't deserve you.

You know me late as always. I wasn't able to reconstruct at all because it was just before vacation and all of my teachers were overloading me with homework. But I'm back. And since of my happy kick I'm on I'm going to start a new blog where I can vent. Isn't that so bad that I actually need a place to vent. But its either that or make my mom mad my screaming into my pillow or closet.

Again I'm sorry.

Shannon

I am back and well..

Well its going to ne different. I know I've been pretty much AWOL on this blog for over a month and I felt horrinle everyday. But I had to get myself like straightened out with everything. It has just been hard. So the new thing is: positive outlook, be happy!, never regret.

So my blog is in reconstruction, but I'm going to try to get it done by Friday.

Well thats about it....for now

Goodnight my loves,
Me

Can you hear me?

Sorry I didn't post, my life has been kinda busy/complicated. I would explain but its that complicated I don't even get it. So I think I'm going to take a break for now. From this blog at least, because I'm thinking of starting a different one. I'll post the link if I do make it. I probably will, though.

I'll be back soon. I don't know when but when I do  I'll tell you. I'm sorry.

This picture explains it all.

Shannon

Lets Ring in the New Year!!

I'm ringing in the new year with my family!! Most of all the family that I never get to see most of the time!(my aunt,cousin,and uncle)

I am definitely doing this tonite!!!


I dont really have any resolutions yet. I guess be a better person to others. And myself.

But I want to thank you all of you guys, you are the real people who got me through the year. So cheers!!


Shannon

Feliz Navidad! (Merry Christmas!)

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

I am so excited! I got every single thing I wanted!

I got...
a cell phone!!(eek!! total surprise and i got a pink cover[lg cosmo from verizon])
a bunch of vera bradleys
uggs(tall brown)
Itouch 4
cute clothes
1st season of glee!
and ski goggles!
I got ski goggles because my family, my aunts family, and her step-grandson? are going skiing this week.
So unfortunately I might not be able to post until Friday as usual.

We are going up north to ski, and thats good because we are supposed to get a foot of snow near my house this weekend.








Well I have to start packing since we're leaving at noon tomorrow and not coming back until Wednesday.

Shannon :)

P.S. Does anyone have some good reccomendations for apps or songs I can add to my Itouch 4?

Santa is Coming to Town

Hey everyone! So sorry for the late post. Can you believe it, it's 1:04 am and im still awake?! But I got the new IPod Itouch it's so cool. But unfortunately im not so used to it yet, so that's why this post is grammatically incorrect. And I'm getting really tired.

I'll post tomorrow. Merry Christmas!!

Shannon